Sometimes I just, I just hit this down really quickly. Anxiety kills me,
I also wish I wasn’t so beholden to Internet etc. I’m going to go and buy some books soon and start reading them like I spent all day on the computer and ill be watching something and ill have to repeatedly check my iPod and now I don’t know where the day went. I just need something else or someone else to occupy my time and calm me down. I can just be on edge and worry all the time and I’d like to be happy like I was in summer or just to experience and feel something. Somehow just stop my Internet addiction.